Do you ever get scared?
Being the over thinking, over analyzing person I am I do maybe a bit more than some. Then again, maybe mine is like others as well.
Getting scared of things like making the wrong decisions; in relationships, things I do, things I say, people I contact, etc…. I don’t know if you would even call it scared. Maybe uncertainty, nervous, anxiety and things like that instead.
All I know is I have a lot of that any more. Where I used to be confident in what I did, said, handled things, etc…, I no longer am that person anymore. I really don’t get it. Although, I am finding out so much more about me at this time in my life. I am finding the me I never knew. I guess because I now have the time to do so.
I am finding this world that I have just existed on, has so much more to offer and to see than I ever knew. I never opened myself up to more until recently and wow, there is so much to experience and be a part of! I want to get outside this box I have been living in and do so much more. I’m excited about the thought, yet scared at the same time.
So here I am back to the initial thought. Is it scared or something more?
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